Motherhood Edit
Welcome to Motherhood Edit—a quiet space for refining the rhythms of parenting with grace, intention, and resilience. Here, you’ll find curated routines, wellness reflections, and gentle edits that honor both the chaos and the beauty of raising children. It’s motherhood, softened and shaped to fit the life you’re growing.
Lily Turns 4: A Celebration in the Midst of Waiting
The countdown to four feels like both a heartbeat and a lifetime. Four years of sticky fingers and bedtime stories, of tantrums that melt into giggles, of watching Lily’s sass and sparkle take root. This birthday carries a weight beyond balloons and cake—it arrives in the middle of waiting, with my test results hanging in the air like ashes. And yet, here she is: my wildflower in a glittering tiara, reminding me that joy insists on blooming even in the shadow of fear.
This year, the party is at home. For the first time in years, I’m not handing the chaos to the grandparents—I’m reclaiming our space, filling it with SuperKitties foil balloons and colorful streamers. Lily’s eyes will light up at her two‑tier cake, her brothers will wear frosting on their noses like badges of mischief, and cousins will tumble through the living room in a blur of laughter.
Because birthdays are wildflowers. They bloom regardless of the ashes. They remind us that life doesn’t pause for fear—it keeps moving, keeps laughing, keeps demanding that we show up for the moments that matter.
65 Days in Limbo
Sixty-five days. That’s how long I’ve been waiting. Not for something exciting. Not for something planned. For answers. For clarity. For the kind of news that can change everything.
This isn’t my first time waiting for cancer results. It’s my second in less than a year. And while the tests are different, the ache is the same.
I’m still packing lunches. Still wiping noses. Still whispering “We’re okay” at bedtime. But inside, I’m unraveling.
This year has burned through so much—my peace, my plans, my sense of safety. And yet, somehow, I’m still here.
Still rising. Still planting seeds in the ash. Still believing that maybe—just maybe—the wildflowers are already on their way.
Parenting Through Illness: What I Told My Children
Parenting through illness is not a story of grand declarations—it’s a quiet choreography of care. In this post, I share how we navigated a season of diagnosis and recovery with gentleness, honesty, and the kind of love that adapts. From naming without burdening to asking for help with grace, this is a reflection on how we held our children close while the ground shifted beneath us—and how healing unfolded in small, sacred ways.
Cancer Recovery & Motherhood: Teaching Emotional Resilience to Little Ones
Parenting through serious illness is a quiet kind of courage. In this post, I share how cancer recovery reshaped my approach to motherhood—slowing our rhythm, deepening our rituals, and teaching my daughter emotional resilience through gentle honesty and connection. Healing, I’ve learned, is something we do together.
My Diagnosis Story: The Day Everything Changed
On December 17, 2024, I heard the words that changed everything: “You have a mass.” This is my diagnosis story—of fear, resilience, and the start of a healing journey. From waiting through the Christmas holidays for answers while putting on a happy face for my children to facing kidney cancer surgery, I share my story in hopes that no one walking this path feels alone.
Ashes & Wildflowers: A Name Forged in Survival and Growth
Ashes & Wildflowers isn’t just a name—it’s a story. A reflection of survival, motherhood, and the quiet beauty that blooms in unexpected places. In this post, I share the meaning behind the name, the journey through cancer and into healing, and the daily rhythms that shape my life as a single mom of three. If you’re navigating your own season of change, may this space feel like a garden—messy, magical, and full of growth.